What is this pit in my stomach? Is it heartbreak? I had to go through that all of last week. Is it hunger? No, I had to deal with that everyday but won't get to filling myself up until around 12, 11 this morning at the latest. It's the feeling of guilt and disappointment as I have to deal with the final three mid-terms along with having upcoming projects that I haven't worked on because of my own laziness and the feeling that the teachers should have given us some more time to prepare ourselves. I was blessed to receive a B for my first mid-term of the semester though I had to cram a bit a couple minutes before that class began. I was feeling so sure about myself around then but forgot to give all of my devoted attention to studying for both Main Currents in American Literature and Principles of Film and Media Production. *sigh* It's days like these that I wish Maryland had balls to actually keep us out of school until tomorrow. That would have given me more time to study the latter class but brings me one inch closer to dealing with Ms. DC again.
Ms. DC's the reason why I don't want to take this exam. Like Mr. L, I was given a brief account of what would be on the mid-term. The bad news was that it would be more analysis over many bodies of work from the likes of Emily Dickinson, President Abe Lincoln, Frederick Douglass, and many more. I wished that I, along with the rest of the class, was told about the authors that we specifically have to study for this test rather than re-read everything from the beginning of the semester until last Thursday because this led me to receiving a D+ for Origins of Western Art. Teachers need to be better prepared is all as well as me. Then again, I was told that retaking classes from my last major would be a waste considering that my current major or a future interest in being in Mass Communication would me that I would need about two semesters or three until I can graduate. Oh boy. /:
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