I don’t get it. Here I am listening to the new podcast of LEOG and the discussion was talking about Scott Pilgrim vs. the World leading into the members talking about how to find love and their worse break-ups. Once the gang got into talking about the places to meet people who have common interests who could end up being some people’s other halves, I called bullshit on everything they said. Why? To bring up a piece of my past, I met two girls at a Barnes and Noble with one who titled me the ‘Mama’s Boy’ through Myspace when I began talking with her and her best friend who, back then, had a boyfriend. While the best friend was okay with me excusing them to talk about Tigercon, my school’s one-day anime convention, and told them what made me the person I am today, I still remember the other girl blowing me off. In fact, if I didn’t think back to that incident, I could think of many times where I saw some attractive women who never paid any attention to me. I can go so far back to my high school days or the beginning of my attendance at Towson where even when I talked with some girls, I wasn’t going anywhere with them. Returning to the present, I told myself plenty of times that if I was driving or was gifted enough to play an instrument that I would have gone from being a watcher of Internet porn to being one who lost his V-card with someone who hopefully would stick with me for the long haul. I believe that I’m not going to find anyone and it’s simple as that. I know about the changes I have to make but I feel that, even with some misfires with past relationships, I should had already found someone and I don’t. I know that this is me complaining about me not being able to find love, but I don’t know what else to say about the matter. I know that I can be better than this but if you feel that everything said in the link around the 119:34 mark is filled with false information, post your thoughts below.
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